I was raped as a child by a family member.
Though the enemy meant it for my bad GOD set me up for it to be used for my good & HIS glory.
I live to tell my story....
Recently, I have been battling my sexual desires. I rep #TeamYouCantHaveNone all day but masturbation hasn't been getting me the same affect as a lover can... *Sigh*
I will wait patiently for the lover that is my friend and everything in between. As much as I desire my mate, I refuse to let a lack of a nut to drive me nuts so I will get it in. No man should be able to do for me what I can't do myself... My DADDY taught me better than that... In the mean time I do believe I will start channeling my energy into my erotica writing again. It's as good of a place to begin than any...
It's time to put adult supervision back on this blog... Sorry kids... Bout to get R rated....
More to come soon.
The Holy Harlot
Monday, July 16
Tuesday, April 24
So
many had me fooled. So glad I saw the truth. Though it took too much time. I
know it was worth my better life. Men came and went. Took everything I spent.
Time, love, and all. Left me to fall. By myself into LOVE. They barely gave me
kisses & hugs. All I wanted was to be wanted. Each time I was confronted.
That I am all I need. GOD got me, time to take heed. Time will bring my mate
about. I trust My DADDY with no doubt. Hell was all, for a reason. For in HIS
perfect season. The Love I gave will be returned. I will reap what I've earned.
Until next time: LIVE life, don't just exist!! Love YOU!!
New Start
Let's start here: My religion ~ James 1:27Pure and genuine religion in the sight of God the Father means caring for orphans and widows in their distress and refusing to let the world corrupt you.
Outside of that... Things are up to interpretation and it is my belief that most people in this world we live in, have things all f*cked up. Sorry no better way to say that. And it is what it is, don't like it, NOT my problem!
Me. I am proud to be a work in progress. I am hard-headed & I tend to choose the hard way to learn my lessons yet I know without a doubt that My DADDY still loves me. Lots of the choices I have made in my life are not directly for my own benefit, but for the benefit of all of us who are in the struggle of life. Since My DADDY comforted me I can show others how to find the same comfort in the midst of all the hell.
The chosen are few though many are called. I wonder to myself why the called choose not to answer because that is the only thing that I feel I've done differently than those that I have encountered in my life that are full of religion and not relationship. My DADDY is my best friend and sets the standard for what I expect from those around me. I've grown so much in the last three years and I am finally ready to share what I've experienced in this short life with the world.
I am not new to blogging. Feel free to check out my inactive blogs ---> here, here, or here! LoL. I abandoned them but this is a new day and I am going to tell my story the way I know how. I am done caring what others think. I care more what My DADDY thinks. So DADDY, this one's for YOU!! Get YOUR glory from my story!!
Until next time: LIVE life, don't just exist!! Love YOU!!
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